Not great news--new cancer diagnosis

It's been a while since my last post and I have been trucking along. This is going to be a tough post that may not make a ton of sense since my brain is not functioning at 100%. On Tuesday last week I ended up having a seizure at a local water park while my brother and his family were visiting us. This hospitalized me for several days while we underwent testing. For the past year, I have been have strange symptoms in my left leg, where it sort of goes numb and then my foot begins spinning. This is actually what happened just prior to my seizure on Tuesday and is apparently a symptom of a very rare cancer, leptomeningeal disease, that can happen to 3-5% of metastatic breast cancer patients. It is a cancer of the brain and cerebrospinal fluid with an extremely poor prognosis. It is something none of my PET scans would have picked up, and although I mentioned it to my oncologists' office several times over the past year, no one has pursued it surprisingly. Since my hospitalization on Tuesday, I have had multiple brain MRIs and will also have a spinal cord MRI tomorrow to further diagnosis. Not only did they find cancer in the dural space of my brain and falx cerebri in the hospital, but they also noticed cancer that had metastasized to my cerebellum in my brain. I began whole brain radiation on Thursday last week and will continue for a total of 10 treatments. In addition, I have begun anti-seizure medications and other meds that have basically made me feel like a zombie. I struggle with walking, as my left leg feels very weak and numb. I don't like the way I feel and I honestly feel like I am dying. I am hoping and praying it is just from all the treatment and I really want to maintain hope of complete healing.

So I truly beg of everyone to not stop praying for a miracle. I homeschool our children and have so many plans for our home. I just can't imagine leaving earth already, but I am feeling very doomy right now (again hopefully part of this is from treatment).

I have appointments scheduled for various neurologists, scans and at MD Anderson coming up in the next two weeks and I am hoping I can find some sort of effective treatment for this. Due to the seizures, in Texas I am unable to drive for at least 3 months after my most recent seizure. Life is looking very different for me right now, as I have always been extremely energetic and active and my brain has worked well. Right now even trying to type this post is difficult. Thankfully friends have offered to drive me to my appointments that are nearby each day. Luke has his driving permit, and when he gets back from the mission trip he is on this week, his driving will be ramping up as well so that he can drive me to the store, errands and such while Drew works.

At one of my brain radiation treatments...

I beg of all of my friends and family to pray without ceasing. I know the Lord can heal if He wills and miracles are possible.  Here is another prayer request:

We have a rental property in Round Rock that tenants notified us they are vacating. If anyone has a good recommendation for a realtor that could do a listing for us to help us get it rented asap, that would be amazing. The timing is just really bad and we are feeling very overwhelmed. Thanks so much for your prayers and help during this very difficult time for our family.